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Thursday, September 27, 2007

Romantic love story- A simple love story

This is a simple romantic love story told to me by my friend Shiny. Taking her permission, I have presented this simple love story that unfolds from her heart. Read on

SIMPLICITY AT STAKE

I was born in a Christian family where everything happened for a reason. Was brought up in Christian faith and a very happy environment but as it is written somewhere that if life is going smoothly then there is somewhere a spelling mistake. Life took me in different ways and different directions. Sometimes I even thought that this life is not for me but all was for a little time. Till 10th STD I was in my parents shade. Away from this cruel world, sometimes I think why I ever grew up. After 10th I was out in this world in search of a lot of things. Then I was fooled by many. As my mother says I always get melted in peoples sentiments and land up doing something wrong or breaking my own heart.

I joined WILSON COLLEGE and my starting year was splendid. But GOD only gave me a year of happiness after that I never saw any college happiness again. I was left lonely. I made a lot of friends in that college. I just loved to be with them. Very cool gang where everyone enjoyed their heart out. There were different kinds of people in our group, narrow minded, open minded, smart, happy-go-lucky, and reserved, etc... All were happy in this company. I fell for the smartest guy in our group. But I didn’t get the same love back. Therefore was left rejected and lonely again.

There was something interesting going in the same group which was not known to me. I had to leave the group because of my failure. Then life again took me through a lot of twists and turns. Where again I had crush on many people and those many people left me giving a rejected and an awful feeling. I sometimes used to think whether I would ever get someone as my prince ever.

After 5 years of the college. I.e. in 2007 when I am in my 2nd year degree college doing my B.Sc IT, I met all my friends through ORKUT. It was as if I m dreaming. First of all I made friends with the same guy from the college. Then others too joined me. I really felt my old days have come back. Remember I told you about an interesting thing in my group back then was opened up to me after these 5 years. I’ll show you how.

My good friend started calling up and one day wanted to desperately meet me. We met on 11th July 2007 i.e. on the day when a very bad incident took place a year before. That day a miserable blast took place in Mumbai’s local trains. This day turned out to be the happiest moment of my life. I came to meet him at churchgate because his office was in Bandra and he had to come from there. So we decided to meet at churchgate. He said that he is hungry and so we got into the finest of the restaurants at churchgate named PIZZERIA. After having a stomach full dinner left for a stroll at MARINE DRIVE. Both were walking when I asked him to sit not knowing about the things which were running through his mind. As I am a big chatterbox was going on blah-blah. Then there was a point were even I had to stop. Both sat paused for 15min. Then he opened his mouth asking about an event which took 5 years before. That was nothing but the fact that we were good friends back in school too. We used to go to school in the same Navy school bus to St. Joseph’s High School, Colaba. I remembered the whole incident and we were talking about this for again sometime.

I know I am taking it in too detail but the fact is that when I am writing I am sensing something which I know most of you’ll understand. Then again we paused for a moment. Then again he spoke up saying “Did you ever realize why we are meeting again and again?”. I didn’t have an answer for this at that moment because it was a fact which even I didn’t realize. He said “It’s because we are destined to be together”. I was amazed at that answer. I said “I didn’t get you, what are you saying dear? Make it clear”. Again he said the same thing but this time elaborating more. I caught him this time what he actually meant. But I acted as if I still don’t know. Then he was “uh-ok, I LOVE YOU”. At this my heart just came out to my mouth. I couldn’t utter a single word. I could feel whirlwinds going around my heart. Cold feelings inside my whole body and I was continuously staring at him as though he is God’s master piece. The cold environment, I mean, the sea-side cool breeze which was touching our bodies and the breeze which was running inside my hair and dress, made it all the more awesome. He continued again saying “I would not force you in this relation but want to tell you something which I wanted to say long back but didn’t have the courage to open up”. I just kept on staring at him. So he went on “You might be thinking how I even got the idea of loving you”. “It was long back when we were in college, I saw you in the group, the way you portrayed yourself, the smartest of all the girls”. “Loved your attitude, your company and would always feel your simplicity within”. “I had thought long back about making you my life partner but was always discouraged by the news I got about you these 5 years”. Now again I was astonished about this. Since he was a very reserved guy that time. He knew about me through another common friend of ours named Romeo. He frequented my house these years. When I started thinking of this he again started off saying “I know after so many rejections and break-offs, you would be a little scared of a relation for now”. “But I assure you that I won’t leave you, you can trust me”. Now since I knew so many things about him I felt that there is nothing but him and me. We both are made for each other. I hope this relation has no end. As I am a LEO girl and he an AQUARIAN guy shows that ours will be the best of all the relations. But you see this will only become true when we make it true. And it’s possible only through prayers. So I ask all the people who are reading this to pray for us. Thank you.

















Shiny Loves Jerrish













My LOVE MY SACRIFICE

Hi, friends and all the lovers round the globe, before you go ahead and read this blog, let me inform you that this blog is filled with Love. When you go across this blog you will find many Love stories and lovers. My main motive behind creating this blog is to spread love and its good effects, and also to give a chance to the lovers out there, to share their Love stories with the world .There are stories which can motivate you, there are stories which are still running well and there might be several stories which ended up not quite well. But all these stories are true as i have asked my friends to share their LOVE STORIES with us and to give it a start allow me to share my Love Story.

Hi, Friends and all the beautiful people who are ready to die for love. My name is Amitraj, and I stay in Mumbai. I stay in a house allotted to us by government; I am staying here since my birth that is 1986 December. But when I was Fourteen I found some new people shifting in the society. I was a shy guy never used to talk to girls but also was a bit mischievous. I saw this small girl of my age carrying her bags in this society, she looked innocent as she still does and down to the earth. (THIS IS NOT THE TIME WHEN I STARTED LOVING HER, IT HAPPENED SOMETIME LATER).
She became a good friend of my sister, and through my sis I got to know her well. Her name is Jaan (Name Changed). We started playing together at times and talking to each other, but not that much, as this was the time of our childhood and a time to enjoy. As time passed we started knowing each other and by the time I was eighteen I had my first Mobile phone.
My sister gave her my number and she started calling me to talk t my sis, up till now I had no interest in girls I used to believe in Love and think about my dream girl (I USED TO THINK THAT MY DREAM GIRL WOULD BE DOWN TO THE EARTH, WEARING AN INDIAN OUTFIT AND BANGLES.SOFT SPOKEN AND QUITE), and I found all that in Jaan. She resembled my dream girl but I could not realize that she is the one for me. We used to talk on phone for along time as if she was my every thing, even at nights till 2 to 3'oclock we used to talk. One day she called me, when I was on my way to watch a shoot going nearby my place, I was excited about it. I was rushing towards the location and suddenly I felt some vibration in my pocket, I realized that it was my mobile phone. I checked the caller ID which read her name Jaan. I received the call and we were talking to each other as we would usually talk. But then she said that she wants to tell me something, I had a telepathy that something is going to give me a bit of happiness. I asked her that what is the matter? She was a bit afraid to say as she was quite reserved. She then gathered her courage and in a rapid accent she told me "I love You' and as soon as these three beautiful words got over, she banged the phone, she did not even care to hear what was my answer to it. I was holding my phone and was standing in the middle of the road blank and shocked.
I did not know what to do, I was happy but still confused I had a girl which resembles my dream girl and she herself wants me to be her Love. I left my friend and went back home trying to calm down. But I wanted to shout a loud in happiness and I dint know why. Then after few minutes she called me back, I was again excited and dint know what to say. I asked her”Whatever you said was it true?" she replied "yes". Then I asked her" Do you wana know my answer"? She said, "Yes". And then I told her that I love her too.

This was the start of my love story.

We started meeting out, and calling each other constantly. It was when I was 19 years old. People started talking about our affair and the anecdotes were spreading like a wildfire, but nothing could stop us from meeting or Loving each other. We used to argue on senseless things and then again get together.
One fine night I went at her place to meet her. This was a very beautiful and moment which took me to a different world. I was with her at her place for more than two hours. The best thing was her mom was there in the other room and she was sleeping. I was afraid but still wanted to stay back to gather some moments that may help me when I am lonely. But that night turned into a nightmare when her mom caught us red handed. I talked to her mom that night and told her that I wana marry her beautiful daughter but she shooed me off. I was thinking what would be going on with my angel

Next morning I saw Jaan going to college and she was smiling. I was a kind of happy, as I thought that her mom agreed to our relation. After few minutes she called me up, I was desperate to ask her what happened last night. But before I could ask her anything she told me that she wants to quit the relationship. This sentence was the one which took away everything from me, I found my self in a desert where nothing could be seen except loneliness. She explained me that her Mother gave her a chance to go away from me and she does not want to carry on this relation any further.
Few days past I tried to investigate more on this issue, my sister told me that she is not interested in me but some signs from her indicated that she still used to love me. Soon I got a chance to talk to her, and on the phone she told me she wants to concentrate on other things. She asked me to change my number because she cannot keep herself from calling me; every time she sees my number she wants to call me. I got to know what was in her heart and I Love her so much that I could not break her heart. So, I decided to go away from her and I found myself in a place called “Belapur”, a place in the New Mumbai territory. I was there for two years working hard to achieving some small dreams, but still my nights were hard to pass and my dreams used to wake me at nights, I could not forget her. I came to know that she is enjoying with her friends, talking to them as she used to talk to me and is involved in an affair. It hurt me but still I told myself that what if she doesn't love me, I Loved a girl and she was my first Love and I will always love her.

I do not know what God’s plan was, and I had to come back to Mumbai, back to the same place again as I joined a new company called Communicate2, where I am working at present.
I was working well concentrating on my aims, but then one day my friends decided to search for my love on Orkut ( Thanx To ORKUT ). They entered her full name and found her; I was happy but couldn't do anything, I thought why I should write to her if she wants me to stay away. However, my friends decided to send her a scrap saying "Are you the same girl whom I know". I did not mind them sending this scrap as I was happy that if she replies to me. And yes, she replied to me as, "No". Then next day I found a Scrap saying that "I want to talk to you, I want your number plzzzzzzzz”. And then we exchanged our number I tried calling her but she was busy, after that I didn't call her at all. After 2 days when I was about to go to bed, I received a message from her asking me " Can I come Back n your life", OHH GOD I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! I was very happy; this was the happiest Moment of my life after two years. After this we were together again, we used to meet at marine drive and many other places.

One day we were at Chowpatty one of the most beautiful places in Mumbai, it was warm afternoon of September and the date 22. We were sitting hand in hand on the soft sand of that beach. We were talking as usual but then she asked me "whether I had any past affairs and have I kissed any girl in this past two years". I love her as I always did and could not lie to her, so I told her about an affair that I had and the kiss that this girl and I exchanged, but I loved her even when I was with this girl. As soon as she heard this she sat quite for a long time I know something was wrong. And the next words she said were “Amit I think you should leave". That was the second biggest jerk of my life. But this time I knew she will come back to me and she did it. She called me up and told me that she cannot live without me and wants to stay in touch with me forever.

Now she says that she wants me to be her friend forever but she can not stop kissing me, hugging me and I love that. Whenever she meets me she tries her best to stay away from me, but it doesn’t happen she suddenly give me kisses and hugs and I really love this. It makes me feel as if I am the luckiest person on this world; it makes me feel that GOD loves me a lot and wants me to stay happy. I pray to GOD that may she be like this forever. But friends the truth is that she cannot be with me forever, she told me that she wants to go back to her native place Kerala. After three years she will be going back forever away from me and my love. She says that when it will be time for her to get married she will ask her parents and suggest my name first. I don’t know what is going to happen to me after three years, I don’t know how I will live my life. But one thing is for sure that, what ever it may be my love for her will never die, nor will it reduce. I don’t know whether she will come across this blog or not but Jaan if you are reading this remember one thing that I will love you always as I always did. All I ask from god is your happiness and if staying away from me makes you happy then I will go away as far as you want but don’t ask me to think about some one else or stop loving you, Because this is what I can not do. Living life without you is like walking towards death. I just love to be with you. "Sunte the hum ye zindagi, Gum aur khushi ka mel hai, humko magar aya nazar ye zindagi vo khel hai, koi sab jeete koi sab haar de, apni to haar hai yaar mere". Mana ye humari haar hai, par mujhe aetbaar hai, jisse tum kehte ho haar hai, Mere yaar yahi to pyaar hai. I request you plz never go away from me, you will be there deep in my heart forever, no doubts, but what will I do when I need you, when I feel like holding your hands, at times when I feel like hugging you. I will miss the way you pinch me, your bites . I just don't want to live without you. I love to move your hair away from your face, and kiss your cheeks. Love to lift you in the middle of the street and i love to walk with you all the way you say. Just simply Love everything that relates to you, only because I love you. I Just Love To Love You.




I just cannot stay without her I don’t know why. I wish that along with her departure may my soul get departed from me. I want to hold on these three years forever and live the best. I have all those beautiful memories with me deep & safe in my heart which will help me to smile when I am lonely. Ohhh GOD!!, I am afraid to imagine what will happen after three years I just pray to GOD that may I get my love my JAAN.

Friends thanks for this long read, remember now days people don’t believe in love all they want is enjoyment and pleasure, but the real fun and happiness is in Love. Money and materials are important but LOVE IS NEED. All the best,friends.

Love with your whole heart and love till the last breath.

LOVE YOU JAAN, LOVE YOU A LOT. (JA)

Loveto be with you

Loveto be with you
Will wait for you till i die.